From the TIRED heart………….
June 13, 2006 by avanseria
What can I say for all the messy things happened to me last and this week?? I felt really stressed, tensioned, frustrated, confused and worn out lately… And now I realized that I’m not that perfect to managed the situation when someone simply thrown down his routine practice which has to be done with his own expertise to me, collide with me to handle all my existing task without any disfigurement. It isn’t fair enough while at the same time someone is laughing and keep asking me “do u remember what the task given to u? what’s the result??”..And in situation when I lost my track to think who’s going to help me in this case.. Yes God send me someone to help, but not that simple as I can wring her easily….More to ‘Friend to Friend’ things…
And last week when something ‘big’ and ‘bad’ happened to one of our building under our supervision, I felt damn hurt, with outside people keep pointing their finger to us, as to say that we are the one who supposed to responsible although the fault is coming by the third party.. Its looks like our team just doing the ‘donkey job’ to recorrected the mistake.
So my YM friends… Especially to ever dearest, Elly, I’m not JUST quite busy but I’m damnnnnnn busy….Now i’m going to cry….. hu hu hu